Bad year..

So this doesn't feel like Christmas...  I don't even feel like its anything different? Its all the same.. It feels like  any day.. I think this year is my year...? You may be wondering what I mean about that..... Well I mean I think this is the year I officially stop believing in Santa... I'v always believed in Santa but now I think I don't... I'v always known that my parents bought me presents... But I thought that there was a actual Santa in the north poll... But enough with the nonsense.. I don't like x-mass